Where did my life go?
How do I live life as a husband?
What is individuality and solitude?
What is a marriage?
Who am I?

I feel very much lost in life right now. I don't know what I am doing here in Australia. I don't know how to live up to my responsibilities. I don't even know what they are. I really want someone to guide me. I need someone to guide me.

Where does my Help come from?

It is there. I trust and have faith that my Help is not gone. But I feel so disconnected and distant from anything or anyone that I once felt supported and loved by. I hate that life is feeling like something I must just 'get through' or 'survive.'

Where has my hope gone? Where are You my Hope???

I want to see the beauty in life...truly in Life. I don't know how to work life. I can't do things on my own.

Beauty needs me. Beauty is wonderful. But I don't understand Beauty sometimes. I don't know how to be everything to Beauty.

Help.

Help.

Help.

Park bench.

Quite hospitable, to say the least. It never says no to company. It always listens, never interrupts. One could do good to learn a few things from a park bench.

It's interesting how your mind can be in a million different places while your body sits one a stationary park bench.

It's funny, but just now I had a thought of a park bench I once sat on. It's not close or anything. But it is special. If you wish, I will take you there. But I will not tell you where it is. We will go, but it will be an adventure for you. You may have been there, you may have not. You will know once we arrive. Not sooner.

It's also funny how the same place can be a special place for a number of different people. It's kind of nice to share these places though. You shouldn't be too selfish with special places.

Park bench.

Quite hospitable, to say the least. It never says no to company. It always listens, never interrupts. One could do good to learn a few things from a park bench.

It's interesting how your mind can be in a million different places while your body sits one a stationary park bench.

It's funny, but just now I had a thought of a park bench I once sat on. It's not close or anything. But it is special. If you wish, I will take you there. But I will not tell you where it is. We will go, but it will be an adventure for you. You may have been there, you may have not. You will know once we arrive. Not sooner.

It's also funny how the same place can be a special place for a number of different people. It's kind of nice to share these places though. You shouldn't be too selfish with special places.